"Me never kno you saw ya master the saxophone". Yay. I'm addicted to another song yet again. But thats alright. So my weekend was pretty hectic and just trying to regain my energy and I'm messing around with the things on my keyboards. AKA the keys. Man I just can get sick of things so easy. Spring fever has taken over my mind and it's all I can think about really. And the fact that so many people missed the boat. By that I mean having self-confidence and being yourself and not trying to gain so much attention. It is starting to get under my skin, when I know it shouldn't. It's quite silly too because I use my blog as my thoughts sometimes. The thoughts in my head...yeah. When I see overly obnoxious people that scream and think they are hilarious, it makes me laugh and throw up at the same time. I really like my sense of humor and I know I'm funny, because people actually "laugh" at what I say, other than just stare at me or walk away awkardly. It's like "Hey, look at me I'm a loner that screams like Gary Busey when hes mad and, I laugh at myself because I'm the only one that will." Really? We are going to play this card for the rest of our lives because you don't know how else to get attention. And yet again girls are becoming more and more of what the media wants them to be. The girls that mess around with tons of guys and know they look good and use their looks to get things. And yet again, where is your self respect? Someday your going to be lonely because all the men in your life will know that you never really cared for them, you just lead them on and pretended to like them just for fun.Just because you knew you could pull it off. They are going to never want to be close to you again, when they finally realize what your all about. You may have your good looks now, but in the long run and in "real" relationships that doesn't really matter to good people. Just please grow up and stop. I'm sick of telling people that.
PEACE.
