Hello Everyone,
I wanted to converse with you all with a constant problem I'm having. So it might sound like I'm bi-polar, but I am having trouble with my emotions lately. And I'm positive I'm not bi-polar because it's not that bad. But some days I could be so happy it'll make my stomach churn, and everything makes my day better. And other days I could be the crabbiest and most "debbie downer" person on the planet. I can tell people get annoyed because it makes them crazy to have them guess how I'm feeling. Or maybe it's just one person, I'm not sure. But you know from lack of sleep and motivation and I have been dragging. I just hope this all gets better. But some days I could be so emotional it makes me look at myself and be like wow you must be a girl, if you know what I mean. Not degrading women in a way, but girls have very sensitive emotions and it's weird to actually witness them. I just want all this to go away, and I will dance the worry away. Or maybe I will miraculously find Thom Yorke and he'll write me a song. :) That would be most good. I bet that would make me feel better.I hate ranting about myself, I feel coincided. But I just wanted to express everything.
PEACE!!!
I wanted to converse with you all with a constant problem I'm having. So it might sound like I'm bi-polar, but I am having trouble with my emotions lately. And I'm positive I'm not bi-polar because it's not that bad. But some days I could be so happy it'll make my stomach churn, and everything makes my day better. And other days I could be the crabbiest and most "debbie downer" person on the planet. I can tell people get annoyed because it makes them crazy to have them guess how I'm feeling. Or maybe it's just one person, I'm not sure. But you know from lack of sleep and motivation and I have been dragging. I just hope this all gets better. But some days I could be so emotional it makes me look at myself and be like wow you must be a girl, if you know what I mean. Not degrading women in a way, but girls have very sensitive emotions and it's weird to actually witness them. I just want all this to go away, and I will dance the worry away. Or maybe I will miraculously find Thom Yorke and he'll write me a song. :) That would be most good. I bet that would make me feel better.I hate ranting about myself, I feel coincided. But I just wanted to express everything.
PEACE!!!
1 comments:
October 19, 2008 at 9:50 AM
Awesome blog mel!
I like your way of expression
just not I have met some
emotional boys in my time hahatb
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